January 2010
25 posts
Taking initiative.
What I should have been doing almost a year and a half ago since I can remember.
Jan 31st
To no one in particular
I can’t describe you adequately. Your diary only made me love you more. You try too hard for a lost cause. I still wonder why you were the only one who kept looking at me. I wish I could read your mind. You’re killing me with this “friend” business. You kept me safe in a dream I had. You have what I wish I had. But it’s my own fault. I don’t think...
Jan 30th
Someone's fb status
“Today while walking through the halls I saw an girl walk past a group of jocks. Instead of whistles and catcalls one of the boys shouted “The way your brown hair cascades down your back is reminiscent of a beautiful waterfall and I find it attractive!”. I love my school.” Haha =)
Jan 28th
1 tag
Looking For Alaska
Currently, I’m in bed cuddled up under the covers with a book. It is the first time in a while. I was on page thirty or forty or fifty when I realized what a shame it was that I hadn’t kept track of pages with memorable quotes with those yellow post-it notes I keep around my desk. I could stay here all day reading, but it’s one of those books that are too good to be read in one...
Jan 27th
1 tag
Purging..
Yes, I’m prone to girl crushes (i.e. Demi Lovato). I wonder if A Clockwork Orange is even better in book form. Actually, the movie was a little bizarre and disturbing. I’m so happy because I checked the price of Looking For Alaska today, and it’s cheaper than I thought it was. I’m also very happy because chemistry is over. No more stressing. And my last exam is tomorrow...
Jan 26th
I’m just looking for another grand obsession.
Jan 26th
1 tag
lrs
Thinking of you. Much more productive than taking a nap.
Jan 25th
“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around...”
–  John Greene (Looking For Alaska)
Jan 25th
Jan 25th
1 tag
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Loved today, ♥
Jan 20th
If you ever get the chance to drive down a rural road when it’s pitch black and foggy outside, it’s the strangest thing ever. You’re moving, but it doesn’t feel like there’s any direction or purpose to where you’re going. Just feels like you’re driving into nothing.
Jan 18th
Has this ever happened to you?
Yes.
Jan 14th
It’s 2:25 and I’m still awake because I have a cheat sheet to do for culminating and I keep alternating between working on that and going on this darn computer. Why must I be so easily distracted! Anyways, I’m kind of nervous.
Jan 12th
I was walking to school yesterday (technically, it’s about 1 a.m. right now) and listening to my music, I realized that I really need to update it. I haven’t really had as much time to expand my horizons, but it would be nice to. I skip so many songs just to get to one that I maybe want to listen to.
Jan 12th
“If things seem really under control, you’re not going fast enough.”
–  Mario Andretti
Jan 11th
There’s a girl that goes to my church and she was there after my choir practice ended today. Don’t know how she did it, but she made me feel a whole lot better from last night. Some things I already knew about, some I didn’t. Hearing it directly is so nice, but it was also endearing to hear it from someone else.
Jan 10th
Jan 10th
“Relax, relapse. Relax, relapse again.”
– Panic! At the Disco (Camisado)
Jan 10th
1 tag
Say something funny, say something sweet.
That pillow only felt good to lay my head on because it was his.
Jan 9th
Jan 7th
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I’m still not good at this =(
Jan 6th
Would you rather be stupid or ignorant? Personally, I don’t know. At first look, I’d choose ignorance. Because it’s not like you know any better. And you can always learn. But being stupid means you already know but you either act on impulse or you just make wrong choices. Just a thought. Not really related to anything right now. Well, I guess if I actually thought about it...
Jan 6th
What do you say?
High school starts, and 2010 is miles away. Now I’m at the last weeks of first semester and everyday the reality of the future becomes more and more real. It’s both exciting and scary. It’s anticipation for what hasn’t happened yet, but also the acknowledgement that you can never expect the kinds of things life will throw at you before you get to where you want to be. Or...
Jan 5th
“We could live through these letters or forget it all together See the months...”
– Taking Back Sunday (New American Classic)
Jan 5th
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This is my first post on Tumblr and I have to say, it feels a little awkward =) Maybe I’ve gotten too attached to my LiveJournal, but I wanted something different. Last year, I used blogging sites primarily to set out on a specific goal of mine. You could say it was kind of like a New Year’s resolution. A year later, and I accomplished it. Now, I’m here =) Not writing about...
Jan 5th